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I'm planning on buying my first used car here soon and I'm nervous about actually purchasing it. I plan to use it to learn to drive and more importantly get my license. I'm hoping it goes well. Found a good car at a great price. Just hoping they still have it when I go to buy it. My parents seemed thrilled when I told them I wanted to buy a vehicle, though I think they were more shocked that one of the biggest reasons I'm getting a car is that I don't want to constantly rely on them to get me to and from work and school, come April. I also don't relish the thought of borrowing my Dad's car. It's nice, and easy to drive, but I know how annoyed he gets with my brother about him ALWAYS using it. I'm most nervous about getting a car without my license. I know it's possible, I'll just have to have a licensed driver co-own the car until I get my license. I can say with certainty that I will have my full license to drive by the time I start my massage school in April! I'm also nervous about that.
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To all my friends, most of whom I would be surprised to actually read this. A very blessed Thanksgiving to you all.
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The season's will soon change
When he will come out
And show his true colors
He's waited all year

"He sees you when you're sleeping,"
Stalking every hour of the day
Keeping record of his favorites
And giving coal
To those who don't appease him.

His wife is no better
She allows him these ventures
Probably helping him ambush the young
The sickening couple
That everyone seems to admire

No one suspects this jolly fat man
They don't mind his intrusions
So long as he brings gifts
To soothe his pedophilic interests

He creeps inside your houses
Slithering through the chimney
Stealing food from your mouths
But it's all alright
He has presents for your children

Merry Christmas
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My heart breaks more and more. I know this sounds cheesy and like I'm trying to get attention, but I'm not. I just feel like getting my feelings out there so they won't weigh down my heart. I wish SO BADLY that I had a time turner, or a Tardis, or SOME form of time traveling device. I want to go back in time. To a simpler time in life. When I was a little kid and nothing had to make sense. It seems like the older I get, the more heartbreaking it is. To explain, there are several families leaving my church...and a few of them I can understand. They're leaving because of their jobs, whether to find one or because they're in the military and are being stationed elsewhere. That, while I still feel extremely sad about it, I can understand. But most of the families that have left, did so because of either differences of opinion, or because of some conflict that nobody seems to want to talk about. That's what really hurts and makes me want to cry. These families that I've known for all my life, that have been going to this church long before I was even a thought in my parent's heads are leaving...and all I can do is pray for them. I appeal to the most powerful being in existence for their well being and happiness, but it doesn't really feel like it's enough...I want to DO something, but I can't because I'm either too young to understand the situation, or those who know the situation just don't want to open that can of worms....Why must life be so frustrating?
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I'm so annoyed

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Ok, so I just tried Wild Turkey for the first time (it was really nasty) and my mom asked me why I wanted to try it. My brother was also interested. When I told them that I had seen it drunk in an anime they seemed to get annoyed and my mom sighed heavily, as though to say 'should have expected as much.' Well, I hereby apologize for having an interest in an art form and an entertaining, non destructive, something that gets me curious about such things. It frustrates me to no end. I feel as though my interests aren't good enough, simply because they don't share them. I want to punch my pillow so bad before crying into it. Am I overreacting?
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