My heart breaks more and more. I know this sounds cheesy and like I'm trying to get attention, but I'm not. I just feel like getting my feelings out there so they won't weigh down my heart. I wish SO BADLY that I had a time turner, or a Tardis, or SOME form of time traveling device. I want to go back in time. To a simpler time in life. When I was a little kid and nothing had to make sense. It seems like the older I get, the more heartbreaking it is. To explain, there are several families leaving my church...and a few of them I can understand. They're leaving because of their jobs, whether to find one or because they're in the military and are being stationed elsewhere. That, while I still feel extremely sad about it, I can understand. But most of the families that have left, did so because of either differences of opinion, or because of some conflict that nobody seems to want to talk about. That's what really hurts and makes me want to cry. These families that I've known for all my life, that have been going to this church long before I was even a thought in my parent's heads are leaving...and all I can do is pray for them. I appeal to the most powerful being in existence for their well being and happiness, but it doesn't really feel like it's enough...I want to DO something, but I can't because I'm either too young to understand the situation, or those who know the situation just don't want to open that can of worms....Why must life be so frustrating?